Anxiety is like perpetually hearing the boss/enemy music but never seeing the threat.
Me: lets look at tumblr while waiting to clock in at work
Me: hope no one saw that
Me: oh god. Oh no. I’m gonna get fired
Me: throws phone and walks away
I found our earlier that my mom has a Splenic Aortic Aneurysm.
I can’t help but feel like any second is a second closer to me attending my mothers funeral.
I thank the gods that it’s operable.
I only hope her insurance holds up.
And isn’t that a terrible thought?
That your sick mothers insurance won’t be enough to heal her?
But I have to focus on the positive. THEY FOUND IT. An aneurysm isn’t easily found. Please pray for her or send positive thoughts/vibes/whatever your deal is.
My mom is one of the most beautiful people on the planet, and she doesn’t deserve this. No one deserves this.